*Friday, January 20, 2006*
Unstable Concoction!
Just feeling so terrible.... I went to the Doc's on Thursday because I had very bad food poisoning- Uber pain that sent me hurling in my guts.
Sometimes I feel so unwanted, unappreciated and the light at the end of the tunnel suddenly disappeared from my view. I do not know whether I am asking too much/too much more of our relationship because in my opinion, it seem to be stagnant.
I feel that I am just giving and giving and putting effort and nothing comes out of it. It's disheartening and demoralising.
Maybe I am feeling sore, after all the only thing I actually bought for myself recently was RPG Game Restricted Area and 3 tailored shirts (hopefully the tailor remembered to make french cuffs for them-SIGH). The tailored shirts are for Chinese New Year. I am supposed to collect them on 26th. Can't wait to see them. 2 of them are black and the 3rd is green. I have yet to buy a new HDD (now running on 1GIG space free space left urgh). But she said she would buy me a new system when she gets back? She also said we will take the pictures and aim is to move in by September this year to our new place.
Let's see how all these turn out.
/reminds self to get a Webcam .... or not?
Su played with Magic @ 1/20/2006 12:05:00 PM
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