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*Wednesday, December 29, 2004*
S & S
It's a Sick and Sad day for me.
Yesterday, lost our border's shopping stuff- CSI Season III Part 2 and a faggot book- Blue Dahlia by Nora Roberts.
Someone doesn't remember anything
Someone doesn't care whether she's left anything behind
Someone doesn't care because she didn't buy it.
Someone doesn't bother to look back at the taxi she alighted just so to make sure that nothing's left behind.
For 1 ill-fated day which I didn't CARRY the shopping (because I was carrying the 6-pack beer) and DIDN'T look back to make sure all stuff has been taken from the taxi. I am so sick and tired of all these nonsense. Just so you know I paid for it and got it them at a real deal- 15% off. The discount at Borders for 15% was 26-28 December, of which yesterday was the last day. :~(
For someone who DOESN'T CARE at all, I don't understand how I can be loved by someone who keeps saying she loves me but DOESN'T CARE. She's CARELESS she says.
Truly, I am sick and tired. So sick and tired. How long more do I have to put up with all these shit?
It doesn't help when I am feeling sick now.... feverish, sore throat, aching.
I have to learn how to be CARELESS.
P/S: Received a nice phonecall from an associate. The only good point today. It's been shit for me since morning with my sick feeling
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*Tuesday, December 28, 2004*
Wet and rainy day!
The office is so darn cold. KW came back to work looking ill and shivering. Poor gal. She's taken half day leave as well as the next 2 days. She's going for her dental appointment for the residual teeth matters. Let's wish her teeth good luck. >.< The amount of mending she tells me about is S C A R Y.
Feeling in a really nasty mood, but so far haven't been nasty to anyone.
Lunch was my favourite fish soup + pao and rice. Maybe I will stop eating fish soup for a while. Don't feel very elated after eating today's lunch.
Oh! I got my shoes fixed (changed the heels) and tightened my watch a little. Cool... My watch now fits me snugly on my wrist :)
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Beginning of short week II
I am so darn sleepy and tired but I refuse to sleep. Yes, check out the time I blogged. And I hardly slept over the weekend except Friday night?
Well, fk it. Misadventure #1.
I do remember "formal wear" on the invite: but I see guests in jeans and T/ Polo Shirts. So point being, why bother? I was looking like an absolute idiot with my french cuffs shift, pants, tie and jacket. Well, those are their relatives, not mine. Oh, did I tell you: the food fking sucks and is full of MSG.
I really don't see the point of holding a wedding at that kind place. Firstly, there isn't a restaurant. Secondly, because probably it's a country club, people turn up in your casual jeans and what-else-not.
Well, you happy happy you meet me, you not happy you don't meet me. I give in too much to you issit? I am getting so sick and tired of DOING every single damn thing when we are together. Who ever taught you to throw your blardy tantrum at the eatery today? Who taught you that fk attitude?
You cannot listen to 1 simple faggot advice from me. I told you how many times of how I disapprove of that fag, but obviously you treat it as a joke. You like impromptu? You like it when I IMPROMPTU GO UP TO STAGE AND PULL YOU DOWN LIKE A 2-YR OLD? Go figure. Then act sweet like GF and call me and hog my hp when I am at home. Why? no one serve you at home ah? Sheesh. You obviously forgot (just like any other human being) how much we quarrelled at uni because of your "dance". I had to spend my birthday at one of the halls because you had to dance? REMEMBER? FAG!
Misadventure #2
Who cares about those fags who die at the earthquake all over the globe? It's simple, human have short memories. That's why we can vote and revote and revote imbeciles into political power and rulers which decide their cake and eat it. We will never be able to commit to memory what has happened and WHAT CAN HAPPEN.
I am so sick and tired of everything. You want to keep saying me + so-and-so please continue saying and laughing at it because people not as physically attractive as you. People probably loves me more than you do and aren't you ashamed of that? All you know is to have everyday Xmas from me and I really never see someone as thick-skinned as you are. Have you ever cared about my stuff? Well, yes you are forgetful. Well, as long they do not concern you, you conveniently forget about every and anything. To you, I am forever a disgrace to you and will never be able to redeem myself.
Everyday is all about what you want- it doesn't matter whether I am tired or not. But when I want it I never get it. Some fair? And you got the bloody cheek to complain to me about it? Well done on that.
I shudder to think I need to plan my holidays next year. As much as I would to plan, I don't even know what's in store for us when you cannot even listen to simple instructions like "DRINK MORE WATER" "DO NOT DANCE" DUHZZZZ??????? and yea, thanks for behaving like some big shit. You make me feel like some small shit that owes the big shit lots.
I don't want to pay for a trip which ultimately we won't be taking together. NO THANKS. My leave from now-on is NON-PAID LEAVE. Every single hour I take it would be deducted from my pay. I don't have that kind of luxury of going to China on an all paid expenses with 10 days leave. I don't.
If you don't want to meet me after work I also don't feel like meeting you after work. I don't see the point. You either make me wait half an hour (after you so called arranged/meet time) or blame _______ (lift/stairs/boss/toilet/forgot stuff) for you inability to keep appointments. Well, you are never at fault. Every single wrong-doing has its blame. Yea, that's so you- so perfect as always.
Like I always say, go think hard about what you want. You can go back to your straight world. I can handle life without you.
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*Friday, December 24, 2004*
Christmas Eve - Thanking my blessings!
I can safely say that year 2004 has been good to me. I am very thankful for that- Thank you. I have a pretty decent job with decent colleagues. Enjoy my work, feeding my thirst for knowledge and that keeps me sane and happy as well as puts a little bread on the table for Magic and I.
I am so glad to have Magic. She's such a blessed dear and she is amazing! Even my parents (who don't really like dogs) are in love with her. Well, my mom used to hate my cat lots. Kakakak. And she used to step on my cat's tail but my cat last time never scratch back because she knows that my mom is her owner's mom. hehehe.
I think Magic really wishes to be human. She just leant/hugged my left arm this morning... really "Er Nai" lor. Jess always teases me about it. >.<
Arrrgh, blardy > 1 hour more before I can leave!!!
Yesterday we....
had nice japanese food at Sushi Tei. I think we shall not go Sakae anymore. It's not really that cheap and the slices of the sashimi really sucks. Too thin for comfort. Portions getting smaller and food quality's dropping.
Went shopping to pamper ourselves a bit. Jess got me a nice doggy calendar and a stylish small diary to keep track of my work appointments. She also got us a pair of Rhodium rings from Bits & Pieces save for the engraving on the wrong rings~ LOL!~ I got her a nice flower Onyx ring. She says she doesn't want anything else. Maybe later I go down her office to pass her flowers? :)
OK, back to earn my bread~ Merry Christmas everyone and may 2005 be a superb year for you all :)
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*Wednesday, December 22, 2004*
Boring midweek~
Darn, whole body aching.... then someone said I looked grouchy.... Well, I didn't realise I looked grouchy. I was feeling neutral. Not angry of anything. Nothing interesting to do I guess?
Did a couple of stuff rather quickly... so now, deciding which of the sticky stuff to start on.
Haiz. Back to work like a Peon.
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*Tuesday, December 21, 2004*
Start of a short work week (I)
Just thought I would blog a short one. If you wanted to know what happened on nasty cab ride, read Jess' blog .
Basically made a wasted trip down to Parkway intending to sell my phone but the shops are offering such a low price for it. So, decided in the end to advertise on the web to do so when initially decided against it because was too troublesome to do so.
Slept lots on Saturday because was too darn lazy to do anything else. Slept in the morning, then slept in the afternoon till it was too late to buy lottery. :p We didn't even make our weekly trip down to Siglap to eat our favourite Niang Doufu.
>.<
Anyway, Sunday was boring ......... and hot. But really glad that the TV is fixed. Can feed a bit of my telly addiction. :D
OK, back to work. Work work [peon]
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*Friday, December 17, 2004*
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Basically gave out all the prezzies to peeps in my office. Left just 1 more for someone who's not in office. Am trying to find time to meet her but just not coindental enough.
Hopefully I can pass it to her before Xmas.
Getting so irritated with some cases. Dread to touch them but know that if I don't, I am still gona do it sooner or later, so might as well get going. >.<
Someone flew off the handle today. The other one just couldn't be bothered less because the former wouldn't answer the latter's call. Some bugger said,"Everything is under control"
WHATEVER- I couldn't care less~
Heh. Boring stuffy hot office. GRRR
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*Thursday, December 16, 2004*
Gave out prezzies today
Well, most of it I guess..... Most couldn't bear the suspense and opened the presents. Glad that most of them liked what I got them. :)
Got big boo-boo. Gave the wrong thing to my boss. >.< So later I think got to retrieve it from her? If I can catch her today? Going to leave work soon though.
Maybe I would do that tomorrow. Iris says she doesn't mind getting another colour lipstick.... errrrrrr......... dunno la....
Here's the order of recipents!!! Drumroll Plz
LCB
S S.
Kylie
Denise
Ken
Mel
KW
RX
SCL
Chloe
LP
Moey
CKC
Kev
Ok la, that's all I can remember...
p/s: swopped the gift le. lalal. blog again some other time.
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*Wednesday, December 15, 2004*
Poor darling~ >.<
She felt that the interview awfully bad for her. I honestly thinks it wasn't that bad until she got cheesed off by a certain annoying person (which I must add, most are already ANNOYED with her).
No worries k? I still love you lots, despite you dropping cheese on my pants :)
See you soon k? You never know what would happen? We both felt it's good experience that money cannot buy :)
Cheers to midweek! 2 more days for us! :)
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*Tuesday, December 14, 2004*
ZZZZZ
This is the 2nd day of the work week. Some boring day. Last night no CSI * 2 (think because season IV finished?) [sigh]
Anyway we caught 2 hours of Survivor (there was 3) and not very impressed with the intellect and stupidity of the contestants. So we opted not to watch the last hour @ 1130pm and went to bed. I was busy scratching myself to sleep. I think the durians/store or both made me itch irresistably. Was scratching myself till I bled.
Well, lunch was good. We discovered a HK-like roast meat place. :) Good food at good price ^_^
Then after which we went to 7-11 to redeem Jess' Scratchit winnings. :) Bought another 2 more pieces to scratch. :)
GOOD LUCK TO JESS FOR TOMORROW! I dedicated Cake's "I will Survive" to you k?
*muaks*
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*Saturday, December 11, 2004*
Boring non-working Saturday
Basically rotting at home. Ate decent dinner... in fact, am eating now.... Chicken Thigh (deboned) with kailan + oyster sauce. :)
Damn, my TV. ZZZZ Wana vege out also cannot.
Chatted with KW for like 1.5hr. Was crapping away with nonsense. How about purchasing new parents?
Hope her cramps and esp her sore throat/phelgm get better. Urgh. I don't want slimy phelgm on me. ~.~
Alrighty. Blog again other time. Tata.
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*Thursday, December 09, 2004*
Urgh! Spoilt Soya Bean Milk!
Well, decided to have Soya Bean curd + Milk set for breakfast. BAD IDEA! Firstly, I asked for cold Soya Bean Milk, she gave me normal ones. (not hot not cold)
Then after a while, I drank it. It tasted sour. I thought my tongue wasn't working too well as I had lozenges earlier and was actually waiting for the taste to wear off before starting on my breakfast. +_+
Then it tasted sour.... Drank a bit more... till half left, still sour. Asked my digit-buddy to smell it, she sait "IT'S DEFINITELY SOUR" OMFG! I drank half a cup of sour spoilt curdled soya bean milk. She also said it smells like cheese, the fermented smell, and advised me not to drink it any further.
You know how I am like when it comes to food, I gobble it down lor. -_-
Then after leaving the offensive drink aside, it curdled into a rotten version of beancurd. Urgh, you couldn't stir the straw inside the plastic cup if you wanted to. :( Gross.... Anyway, I always have the knack of eating rotten food. [sigh]
Well, someone sometime back gave me a green apple (with good intentions may I add) because she doesn't eat green apple, after eating halfway through it, I bit into half a worm. Some luck. +_+
Ok, hope reading this doesn't gross you out. I have had nice lunch though- Fish Soup + Pao and RICE!! :)
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*Wednesday, December 08, 2004*
Chicken, more chicken and CLAYPOT CHICKEN RICE!
Well, have been eating chicken meat for the past few days. Heh, I am still wondering why I am not sick of it yet.
Monday- Ate Nasi Lemak with a piece of CHICKEN THIGH!
Yesterday- Ate the Famous Chicken Rice at Maxwell Market. Blardy slow kitchen and expensive meal. $10 for us both 2 plates of rice, chicken meat and 1 oyster vege (you cai) It's nothing to rave about really. If you ask me, Boon Kee's one nicer. Then plus queue so long! Snaking queue!!
Then for dinner yesterday we ate at Billy Bombers. I had half ribs/Chicken combo! CHICKEN AGAIN!!!!
After our heavy meal at Bugis, we took Bus 63 home. We hardly waited for the bus but our happiness in the quick arrival was short-lived.
Soon after, a SMELLY DIRTY MAN with GUNNY SACKS in ONE BIG GUNNY SACK boarded the bus and sat adjacent in front of me! (diagonally) He damn stink lor. He smells as if he is carrying rotting meat (which I thought he was carrying rotting human flesh)
I mean, I have smelt before people with urine bags (kidney failure peeps), beggers who haven't showered for days, people who work in garbage disposal. But nothing like what we had to face for that long 63 journey.
The guy (seated to my left) who was directly behind the GUNNY MAN was trying to block the smell by lifting up his music book to his face level and shielding himself from the smell. [doesn't work ya?]
I was busy holding my nose and Jess too. We were amused at the guy on my left and we ended up alternating smelling each other as we both decided that each other's scent smelt better than the stench. ~.~ What a horrifying bus trip!
Today- Ate Claypot rice at the store near my office. My colleagues were talking about it and someone commented that it was nice. So Jess and I decided to try. It's nice! Plus we ordered a double boiled Watercress with Pork Ribs. Yummy!~
Anyway, time to leave. Laterz,
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*Sunday, December 05, 2004*
You are 80% Pisces
Very accurate indeed? Bleu~
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"Cannot Help It"
I damn blardy hate this term, I mean, wtf lor. I don't need the shirking of responsibilities for people for their actions and decisions. I mean, didn't I warn earlier? You never think it's of any consequences. Not only do you change topic when I get to it, or just totally ignore it as if I didn't bring it up.
Ok, fine. You find me naggy, so what's been all this time? Cannot help it too? The feeling of familarity breeds complacency. Sorry, but I don't think actions/decisions should be made this way. If you cannot straighten up what you really want, I suggest a quick one to stop wasting our youths.
As usual, I can predict your reaction- no it's not like that. but STILL I CANNOT HELP IT.
Ahhhh fk off.
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*Saturday, December 04, 2004*
With Special Powers, comes Great Responsibilities
Couldn't have said it better than Spidey. Well, things are set to be changed and I look forward to it.
Certain awkwardness at work... and unpleasantness. I know she's concerned, but really, I don't want to be rude to her and I do have the utmost respect for her as a colleague. I couldn't possibly tell her off right?
There are a few announcements I would like to make:
Meimei: HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY!
KW: HAPPY 30th BIRTHDAY!
May both your sagi wishes come true!
I am... Tan S L;
born on 07 Mar 1978
and my GF calls me Su :D
We are happily 'married' and
staying together in our new home!
with 3 furkids.
Ich Liebe Dich Jess!
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