*Thursday, September 15, 2005*
Too ill to blog -.-
Well, if you are wondering why there is no news of me, it's because I was on a couple of days Medical Leave and today, I had a earful (buat) from B*. I wished I could choose the days to fall ill but I cannot? He's saying something about I am 'conveniently' falling ill so as to have a long weekend. He also said he was ill over the weekend [duhz, I was ill on Sunday night] Well, if you are wondering, B* was also on MC on Monday and his coming back to work on Tues/Wed doesn't seem to help as today he was coughing, hoarse and dripping nose all in one. He went off in the afternoon (hopefully to see the doctor). [Confirmed or not I also don't know ZzzZZ]
I wished I had enough rest when I am ill. I could never get to sleep/rest when I am ill at home. It certainly looked as if I am kenging and not coming to work and what else not when truly I could hardly sleep. My eye-shut does not permit me to rest as I am totally consumed with an over-active mind of dreams and illusions.
I tried very hard to sleep and rest well but I cannot! Today I came to work with a "Tired Face" (MM commented) which I had no idea how I look anyway. I don't particularly stare at myself every morning to see "How I look".
Not as if it's helping... I can't even play WC as I am totally exhausted but unable to get rest. When I shut my eyes now, it seems as if the whole world is falling upon me, crushing me with its weight and burden.
Anyway today's lunch I gobbled down so fast, feeling so tired... Jess thought I was hungry. Actually I also don't know. Don't feel too good anyways. Whole body aching. This bout of flu really gotten me down.
Just found out from a colleague that he's tendered (during his long chickenpox MC) and last day is next week. All the best to him... He came in the same time as me. I am gonna miss him for his frankness and honesty! :(
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A clan-mate of mine has been admitted to hospital. Let's hope he recovers soon.
Su played with Magic @ 9/15/2005 05:03:00 PM
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