*Wednesday, November 12, 2003*
The great sense of sadness
I suddenly woke up thinking about what I am going to do with my life. I am quarter-century old already and I have nfi. Maybe I shouldn't even go back Singapore. To think of it, I really hate that place. You want an example? Well, how about wet brollies (aka umbrellas) being shoved into your face as you WAIT your turn to board up the already packed bus with an insolent bus driver on a rainy day. I mean, no thanks really. I can live without that.
I thought I was coping fine here. I don't know really. Maybe it's because that my sis is going to study here for the next few years and subconsciously I really cannot bear to be separate from her? LOL! I mean, what's left in Singapore for me? Oh yea, call me quitter, no worries. I don't give a damn. [okok I admit, I would miss the chilli crabs @ Jackson Centre GRRRR] I don't earn half a million SGD a year like some of the powerful clansman in Singapore, so what's the point?
Well, I worry more about leaving the people I love behind, like my family, my GF, friends and my pets of course. I miss Caramel lots as well as Charcoal. Not forgetting Spotty the Mr Handsome Luohan!! Caramel is the GF of Charcoal's son, Chocolate Milk. His wife, Coffee, died, followed by Chocolate Milk, his brother, Chocolate aka Osama and the father survived them all. I wonder whether Charcoal is chinese? Well, I don't know whether Guinea Pigs actually have races or not because if Charcoal is Chinese, he would be real upset as "bai fa song hei fa" [loosely translated: White haired (older folks) send off (see to the funeral) of black haired (younger folk)]. Quite sad I guess.
Yesterday...
You know? I played RT yesterday? Well, I managed to garner 6 wins for my sis. Not a bad achievement for RT. But then when I was about the notch up the 7th win? I was disconnected? OMFG! @#%!@#$^$#&! What bad luck? My sis reckons that game was a sure win as I am quite a gosu NE as she is. LOL. Anyway her account is much closer to her DoTT. :) I am sure she would have it straight after her exams end on Thursday. Ooooo on this note, let's wish for her to ace her last exam! SHE CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!
Bored me bought penthouse (and milk for cereal) and it was full of knockers and tits. So boring haha but then, I was bored enough to purchase it. LOL Mental note to self: to purchase a book later @ Kardinya to keep myself more learned instead of experienced in viewing trash. :/
"My eyes are open"
Su played with Magic @ 11/12/2003 01:06:00 PM
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